三岔口

wow,the first time mandarin in my blog...
basically, this is only a song's lyric...
the song is kinda vaguely for me but i like it...

旧伤口在笑我分不清是非对错
谁在挑衅一年两段三人都不好过
她沉默不爱我比你赤裸龌龊
泄洪寂寞快乐不问后果错愕太多
她要的自由满桌挥霍
我到底选择留选择走
望上天为我祈求
猜不透方罢休
流星坠落像你难以捉摸
你爱她还是我
说不出的玩弄在掌握
你不说我都懂
脸上的眉飞色舞已降落
我舔着新的痛滞留
三岔口刹了我
刹了我
太固执昏了头从专一走向蹉跎
人渐消瘦日夜白昼守护反而错过
为什么跟着走不是王子摆平魔咒
失控冲动她纯真的引诱淹没了我
她要的自由满桌挥霍
我到底选择留选择走
望上天为我为我祈求
猜不透方罢休
流星坠落像你难以捉摸
你爱她还是我
说不出的玩弄在掌握
你不说我都懂
脸上的眉飞色舞已降落
我舔着新的痛滞留
三岔口刹了我

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for now...
I'm so exhausted...
I feel so lethargic...
I feel so doubtful...

I have no idea bout what am i doing right now...
I don't know what can i do for the rest of my life...
I shouldn't think too much as time won't stop for the sake of anyone...

FADE FADE FADE
FADE FADE
FADE
KS
FADE
FADE FADE
FADE FADE FADE

The Show - for you

this song made me thinking of you

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah,I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out,it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show (x2)

I miss you badly!

B for?BORING? BORED?..wadever...

O------- O
R -------R
I --------E
N -------D
G

holidays started...so what?
it's so exciting for those students?but for me...it's so boring...
wait...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUN TOU...lol...
...
ok...continue...
maybe i can't see you during these holidays and so these holidays ain't nothing...
majority loves holiday coz they can go for vacation...play...and of coz for those nerds,so called 'relax'-LOL!
me again...I have to give tuition and go for tuition...and look for new accommodation...
Boring and Bored!
and the most important thing is...I just can see u ONCE!OMG~
I knew this short period will be very fcuking busy...but...
Best wishes from ME!

p/s:the FCUKING is just to express more and emphasizing...LMAO!


THE WORLD IS CHANGING!
THERE'S BEEN A DEATH!

Just for you

Just for who?
just for the one who is reading this...
Not YOU!
but the right person like you...
you'd know who are you...

seriously,
i'm so frustrated recently...
Financial crisis
scarcity funds
studies
etc...
but one thing could solve all my problems...
that was YOU!
Pls dun BS...

O M F G

O M F G?
OH MY FCKKING GOD!

Discussion again
u pro
u losing
but
u won't lose
i might win
but i won
and i lost
WTF?!
FCUKing no point talking with you!
I swear to god you'd regret!

Wednesday

-Wednesday-

It's a good start of the day!
seriously...
because i had a good time along the alley...
it was so cold and so warm...
it was a silent night with some little distraction...
but...
On the contrary,
So SOON...
It ends tonight...
the nature ruined my day...
Because I can see the moonlight...
but...
I can't see the sunlight next day...

you can see me once u miss me,
i can't see you even though I miss U...a lot!

I miss ya I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya but i can't...

Thinking of you

Sigh...

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinking
this all was only wishful thinking

But if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
who cares for you
If you feeling sad
your heart gets colder
Yes i show you what real love can do
What real love can do

What should i do?
What can i do?
Doubtful
What are you thinking?
What are you doing?
still doubtful
what should you do?
what can u do?
it depends on you

LOST!
No more sense of direction!
GOD!

what are you thinking?

NO Speak English




A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto . The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries.


One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, so, in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs.


Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts.


On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...

(Please scroll down.)

What were you
thinking?

Her husband speaks English!

Now get back to your emails.

I worry about you
sometimes!

september

well,3 more weeks to september...

i'll be shifting out to another condo from my current place at september...
to a better environment of coz!
my dear-brendon is leaving me...
3 years as roommates no longer roommates...
neither adon nor brendam...
how dare you!LOL~but i still love you...
i know u earlier...
so i love you more than carwyn love you...
oh ya...one more thing...no merz to college dy...sad...

at least
i have G.I. JOE
i have water to drink every morning
i have washing machine to wash my clothes
i have my own study desk
and so on...
IMPORTANT THING...i have alphabet P!

now the problems and obstacles i m facing...
first of all and eventually...
FINANCIAL problems...WTF...
i have to do a proposal in order to get a car...
i have to finance part of the loan myself...
i have to cut my monthly expenses...
i have to give tuition...
i have to scale my monthly expenditure...
i have to be frugal...
i have to fight for it!
Hope what i'm doing now is not a wrong thing to do so...
Life is too precious to be wasted
So do wadever u wanted!

LIFE'S SHORT!LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!
always bear that in your mind!
of course FUTURE PLANS are important too!

Apology vs U-you

Sorry i'm bad
Sorry i'm blue
Sorry about all the things i said to you

..............(just think what should i say to you)

U~
i had a great time with U!
wow,

P her?no!P u!
WOW,endless etc!

apparently,nobody would understand what am i trying to say.EVEN U~and you~
I was confused!but now i'm not!i know what am i doing...For the SAKE of U~
When your feeling blue

And don't know what to do

just let me know

i'll make you feel new!

tarc library

basically...i'm in de enormous campus so called 'tar college' inside a library pressing on this pro keyboard...
since here provided internet sources so i came here...but some computers can't online and yet now i m using other's...
juz drop by here to crap some shit...lol...
i miss my home cpu...sophisticated...seriously...